Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Unspoken."My cats lick their wounds when they're injured."Faithful is the key to all friendships.
Why is it only when your trusted friend has left you then you will treasure the faithful one? I don't understand. Sigh, we're just not loyal enough at times.
I've always thought I'd moved on from those wounds inflicted to me(my heart) in the friendship drama I experienced this year. But tonight, when I talked to someone and reminded of those days, I realised that those wounds are still laid bare there. How hurtful.
And I still do cry over all the cards and messages. I'm too silly to always hope that things will still be like before. I am just a substitute because the other was sucked into another person and is oblivious to the world.
I've always wanted alone outings with you and I did try. But my attempts always fails me. Now, I'm too afraid to try because it risks tears and disappointment."Sometimes I think if things can remain like last time, it'll be so good. But I reckon time changes everything.. changes you and me."
maoed.]
at 9:58 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
